The 18th of Feb 2012

this year (2012)
Avril Lavigne came to Malaysia 

for black star tour concert. 

i bought the ticket for the concert
i never knew that i will be that crazy for going this kind of concert 

 for the very first time.

Avril was the coolest, pretty, pop-princess 

i ever admire

 love her so much !!

what a crowd. 

well at least the place i got (stand) was not so 

far away from the stage

it was cool to be in her concert !!

too bad my camera's battery die earlier 

to catch down the songs she sang in the end!!

she rocks!!!

woo hoo !!!

xoxo gosip girls 

really giving me a lot of impact. 

i would like to say it as making me to be more mature and to live in this world, either in the love story or not. 

i do know that, once there is a lie had been made up. 

you will need to have another lies to cover it up. 

try to imagine as, if your eyes can see the truth and the lies that exist in this world, the world now is actually filled more lies, more than the carbon dioxide/ or anything else that exist in the world. 

seriously, everybody have their own life, they have their own living to move on, they have all types of responsibilities, includes me and you ( who ever is reading now = p)

and honestly, i told many many lie and lies. well of course! i know that the truth is important and it is better to tell the truth rather than the lies and to cover why i do not spell it out the truth i would give a reason said that  i am to scare to reveal the truth. i believe every one in this world is a coward. Coward of being find out for something that he/she does not want anybody to find out. [ wish you could understand what im writing now, because i wrote what came into my mind without a second thought ] 

every one have their own deepest, darkest secret. And again, yes I do have my own. ( not revealing any of it here, unless you ask me personally and face to face). i was thinking, may be we should not only listening to other person talking something about another person. In fact, listening from the real person is better ( of course with an exception that he/ she is still lying about the truth ) or may be we can stand out of the person's personally life, what have heard from the rumours should remain rumours, we outsider should not interrupt his or her life. 

but this is the reality, scandals, rumours, lies, traps are everywhere because everyone makes mistake, everyone have their secret to keep. That is why there will be scandals, rumours, lies, traps everywhere you go and with the only exception is when you are dead. Even nowadays, i believed that even you are dead, the lies, scandals, rumours about still floating around the world waiting only for the right time to be dug up again . 

Flightless Bird lyric

This is the song that caught my attentionI love this song so much so Emotional, so Touch


I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toysThen when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hairStole me a dog- eared map and call for you everywhere

Have i found you Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouthBig pill looming

Now im a fat house catNursing my sore blunt tongue Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracksPissing on magazine photosThose fishing lures thrown in the coldAnd clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have i found you,Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth Big pill stuck going down